The first down. I don’t know why, but I’ve been feeling quite shitty again. You know, the whole thing about feeling fat and bloated up like humpy dumpy, a bloated tummy, fat face, expanded thighs. Shizz, I feel like shit. Though I’ve been gaining weight each week, I still get the usual what I deem as “hospital talk” from the doctor. I know I don’t want to be admitted now (yes, previously I’d actually wanted myself admitted), and so I’ve to work even harder each day to prevent that from happening, but yet I’m afraid to gain further more weight. To be honest, I’m comfortable with the way I am now. But obviously not to the doctor. Ugh, I don’t know how now.
Second down. I’ve been feeling so tired everyday, especially in the morning on my way to work. I fall asleep on the bus everyday, and look just like a walking zombie at the start. But once I start working, I become so energetic and hyped up. Funny how people get tired when working but it works the reverse for me. Also, I’ve been experiencing giddy spells and headaches again for the past 3 days. I’m not too sure if the weather has a part to play, but well, it’s kind of sickening because it simply sucks to be feeling this way.
Third down. There’re simply so many things to worry about. Work, finding a job after internship, final report (5k words report to be done by 25th), ED, money (one can never have enough of this), family, spanish, etc. Okay most of the time I’m worrying about work. I even dream about work, so you know how bad it can be. Seriously? FML.
So there you have, the 3 downs I’m facing right now.
Anyway, as mentioned earlier, I had to go for a shoot this morning. I’m glad I went today, because it was such an easy shoot! Everything went smoothly like a breeze, and there wasn’t much for me to do! Yay for that!
Moving on to some eats,

I can never get enough of pasta.
This was Thursday’s dinner, consisting of WW fusilli with steamed brussel sprouts, roasted cauliflowers, baked curried chickpeas in tomato pasta sauce. It was so good that it’s making me a little hungry now!

Lalala
This was a new dessert try-out for me on Thursday! A pack of Munchy’s Strawberry & Currant Oat Crunch (comes in pack of 3s), with a cottage cheese & orange marmalade. The biscuits were really good and not too sweet. The whole combination was pretty good I’d say!

:( "Lost Air" corn thins
Dessert for supper yesterday was a disaster, unfortunately. My corn thins turned soft, but I managed to force myself to eat 1 1/4 of it. The yogurt on the other hand, was fantastic! Still, I prefer the pineapple flavor. Mum agrees too. Hey, mum doesn’t take yogurt, so when she says the yogurt tasted pretty good, it’s really not bad!

F&N Choco Bixies in oat milk + yogurt
It was a wrong decision to add the bixies into milk because it turned soft so quickly and my breakfast ended up

like this.
In fact, it became more mushy afterwards, somewhat like a bowl of oats. But taste-wise, it wasn’t that bad.

I love salmon!
Dinner today was a mushroom barley pilaf (with ginseng enoki, oyster mushrooms, shitake mushrooms) with salmon. Well, I merely cooked the mushrooms in some water, pre-steamed the barley, and then ended the barley into the “mushroom soup”. It was good, and the salmon was baked just to perfection! Not overcooked, not undercooked
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Pumpkin pie!
To end off today, Kashi’s pumpkin pie bar with vitagen (I forgot this during dinner) + usual dose of Ensure Plus. Awesome.
Okie, stupid man utd match isn’t exciting at all. And Chelsea scored 4 goals which I didn’t catch! That’s why I hate man utd, I should’ve just stuck to watching my usual Chelsea match!
Irritated. K I’m going off to bed instead. I’m so friggin’ tired!